Sunday, November 23, 2008
TO MY DEAREST ELIM MEIMEI.
lol. to scare you with font size.
it's not big enough.
but...... :)
sian. where's my audrey lar.
i am so going to visit the doctor on tuesday.
once i scratch my hands, it'll have a big patch bulging out, like mosquito bite, but damn big.
and it's damn scary.
well. im sorry elim that i didn't give u a birthday card. but then......
:D i hope u like the chocolates lar. dunno u eat already or not.
being back.
there's actually nothing much to do except study lar.
Zzz right. lol
nobody free to shop with me
nobody is free to talk to me
i have no bed for another week.
i should have stayed there, at least got a bed.
i've got to keep paying for the rent over there even though im back.
i've got to keep thinking what am i going to do tomorrow.
sometimes i wish im there
but sometimes i wish im here
lol. i miss popo lar
she damn cute can
i wore the off shoulder shirt and the day i return i said hi to her
she tug at the off shoulder part of my shirt to make it higher
CONSERVATIVE HUH.
i mean she can't communicate with us.
that's all she can do.
make some noise. :) sometimes even though i don't know if she's clear minded.
but she's still cute to me.
i'll purposely give my hand to her,
and she'll pat it. :) cute right.
3 relatives passed away in a month.
scary or not.
i'm scared of next year
i don't think im coming back during 1 mth holiday
this means that i won't see anyone of u here for 9 mths.
which means my r/s is going to face an even harder obstacle.
4 mths seemed quite tricky for us.
i felt that it weren't the same for us on the first week i'm back.
i totally hated the feeling of the changes.
it's hateful..
if audrey were here, she'll know how to appease my moody moody mood.
but luckily the awful feeling's gone yesterday when i see him.
it's actually possible to ignore the feeling.
i guess i just need more time with him.
something he can't provide.
:) raaaaaaaaaa. i need to be stronger.
sometimes i just couldn't be.
it's still nice to be in love.
really nice.
it's awful to see everyone else holding hands when im alone on the street.
so i just look away lol.
let's all be in love.
lol. to scare you with font size.
it's not big enough.
but...... :)
sian. where's my audrey lar.
i am so going to visit the doctor on tuesday.
once i scratch my hands, it'll have a big patch bulging out, like mosquito bite, but damn big.
and it's damn scary.
well. im sorry elim that i didn't give u a birthday card. but then......
:D i hope u like the chocolates lar. dunno u eat already or not.
being back.
there's actually nothing much to do except study lar.
Zzz right. lol
nobody free to shop with me
nobody is free to talk to me
i have no bed for another week.
i should have stayed there, at least got a bed.
i've got to keep paying for the rent over there even though im back.
i've got to keep thinking what am i going to do tomorrow.
sometimes i wish im there
but sometimes i wish im here
lol. i miss popo lar
she damn cute can
i wore the off shoulder shirt and the day i return i said hi to her
she tug at the off shoulder part of my shirt to make it higher
CONSERVATIVE HUH.
i mean she can't communicate with us.
that's all she can do.
make some noise. :) sometimes even though i don't know if she's clear minded.
but she's still cute to me.
i'll purposely give my hand to her,
and she'll pat it. :) cute right.
3 relatives passed away in a month.
scary or not.
i'm scared of next year
i don't think im coming back during 1 mth holiday
this means that i won't see anyone of u here for 9 mths.
which means my r/s is going to face an even harder obstacle.
4 mths seemed quite tricky for us.
i felt that it weren't the same for us on the first week i'm back.
i totally hated the feeling of the changes.
it's hateful..
if audrey were here, she'll know how to appease my moody moody mood.
but luckily the awful feeling's gone yesterday when i see him.
it's actually possible to ignore the feeling.
i guess i just need more time with him.
something he can't provide.
:) raaaaaaaaaa. i need to be stronger.
sometimes i just couldn't be.
it's still nice to be in love.
really nice.
it's awful to see everyone else holding hands when im alone on the street.
so i just look away lol.
let's all be in love.
