it isnt the same anymore

i guess i've drifted.

what.
notabout yile lar

well. my relationship with God i guess.
trying to make amends.

hope its not too late.
why am i so lazy to even pray longer than 1minute.

ragh.
maybe im avoiding Him.
i dont like myself
dont like me
im in deep shit
not sure what i should do next though

it used to be a straight path for me
for others paths that aren't so straight
now its opposite

i wish
i hadnt.