i've been lazy lazy and lazy
LAZY LAZY
and LAZY, lazy and lazy.

and lazy and lazy and lazy lazy

don't ask me why.
but i hate to communicate these days.
less words
shut up.

and i must apologise
for not replying to sms.
it's just the feeling.
i like to reply ppl when the phone is on my hand when sms comes.
and i dread to reply when i didnt see the msg until long.

and there's certain people i MUST reply.
like job thingy or emergency whatever.

maybe over at australia.
i've been trained to not sms.
because its bloody freaking expensive. 25cents per post.
can u imagine i used to send like >500 sms a mth.
and if i do that over there.
:) YOU SPONSOR ME HAR.

hahaha. so i must say FORGIVE ME.
i'm very very very used to not reply sms.
but i'm learning to kick away that bad habit.

yile says that i only reply to certain people.
him, youboon and xinyi.

but yile's sms i sometimes also dont reply :S
sorry lar.
but it all depends on the stupid feeling.

didnt mean to.

i've been so lazy that.
i feel bad.
i used to give him presents. or cards.
now u threaten to skin me alive,
then i'll probably make one for him. lol.
i think i hadn't given him a card for more than 60days.
my bad.

ALERT.
content below is for girls.
Guys, unless u wanna really understand your current,future gf or wife.


ERH.
and.
shit thing is.
i really now believe that drinking cold/ice water will make u have menstrual cramp.
because in australia i drank like HOT/VERY WARM water everyday
didn't have a nice kettle to retain the water.
had one plastic and i felt that im drinking plastic water.
so i always boil and pour directly to cup.
and if im thirsty like mad.
i just blow and try to drink it immediately.
siao hor.
even if the weather is like 32 degrees out there
i drink almost boiling water.
hahaha.

mad not.
i say its mad.
and my house dont have space nor equipment to make ICE.
so.
i didn't touch much ice water for 4 months
which was a good thing because
no menstrual cramp AT ALL.

and i was scared for almost a week.
because that auntie never come lar.
i thought im falling ill, maybe something wrong with my body because it has never been late for more than 4 days.
and it was late for like 8-9 days.
until i prayed about it.

i think and think and think. its because of medication or the jab i took for allergy. irritating.
my date usually very on time de lar.


i think God will also find it funny.
i prayed for "auntie" to come lar.
and first time i prayed about it, i felt i wasn't very sincere also. lol. perhaps because i didnt want it to come together with cramp.
and second time i prayed about it,
it came lar. :) hahaha. mad not.
praying for it to come.
but cramp again lar. lol.
took painkillers aaaaaaagain.
and. i had to go out with the cramp.
and never mind.
and the painkiller never really work leh.
still pain despite an hour after taking.
so i prayed again.
and taaaaaaaaa daaaaaaaaaa.
no cramp. :D
i was even able to drink cold stuff by evening without cramping.
sometimes if i drink cold stuff with auntie,
whoa. cramp two days.
usually only one.
haha.

for guys. i think it'll be damn damn sweet if you provide a cup of hot chocolate for your gf on such days. but first she must announce to you that her auntie comes. lol. and i bet u'll have this LOOK on the face because her "auntie" is not related to you.
you'll never understand how painful cramps ar.

yile never provide me with hot chocolate. BUT BUT BUT.
he's still sweet lar. hahaha.