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2. $60

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2009-11-05T08:03:00.000-08:00

if i imagine
how would i be?

if i imagine,
i see my own wake

and if i imagine
how would it be like?

so if i imagine
i would believe in it.

can it be simple?
i want everyone to sing!
shout the name of the most deserved
that i may be happy

we have no idea how things will be
until the very last moment
we fear for the very worse

we don't have much time to sleep
we don't have much time to preach

well. finally i'm sleepy and decide to sleep.

2009-11-01T07:10:00.000-08:00

failed to love

FOE

2009-10-30T10:14:00.001-07:00

你去死啦

2009-10-29T08:43:00.001-07:00

a tree top. roof top. stop

2009-09-13T08:13:00.000-07:00

things and

people.

running out of time.

they ran.

you can't stop.

you won't wish for it to stop.

not now.

the plant is dying

flowers dying

someone's crying

some mud

some clay

some husk

some soil

some nutrients

some water

some sunlight

some madness

some nonchalence

sometimes things will grow

before you expect them to

some tears

some bubbles

some raindrop

some hailstones

some storm

some lightning

and some thunder make things good.

some blood

some cuts

some fear

some shrieks

some people are unable to feel.

this is what i have

someday i will lose them all

this someday and this someday

your someday and my someday

reh ssim i

gnorts gnidneterp taht er'uoy ton

2009-04-05T08:16:00.000-07:00

My Grandma

Isn't she cute.
She has mastered folding perfect looking tissue paper all these years.
Though she can't tell us much about her imaginary world.
It's sad that she can't share it with us any further.

She imagined a girl in the room. She saw her and i can't.
She imagined that someone gave her a piece of land.
She imagined that she gave her wedding ring to a girl we know not.
She imagined she's not home.
She insisted to visit her mother.

Shes smart.
Shes capable.

AND I SHALL PAUSE HERE. SLEEPTIME!

i couldn't be happier.

yes. i couldn't be any happier.

it's over.

2009-03-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

MONEY LOVE OR FAMILY.

FAMILY
MONEY

sleepydeepyhead.

money is coming

cant wait to see the bankbook JUMPS.
hahaha

i'm keen to learn
how to

LOVE

and DRIVE

lazy find instructor lazy renew PDL

RAGH. LAaaAAaaAAzzZZzzzZZzzzZZyyyYYY

2009-03-10T07:14:00.000-07:00

站直直
顶胸站直。

this is what i learnt today.
hahahaha.

well. one girl said that i was slouching.
to my surprise.

:)

$_$ looking forward to $$$$$$

2009-03-02T07:08:00.000-08:00

bunderbluss

frobscottle

snozzcumber

fizzwiggler

hipswitch

2009-03-01T04:50:00.000-08:00

g star mad.

shall we get some gstar

2009-02-27T22:04:00.000-08:00

haha. audrey, 你太心急。

well. he won't be jealous because.

i didn't leave his present out.

just.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

sleepy.

and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

tired.

everyday like that.

hahahaha.

job is so-so.

hmm. but my aunt's complaining that i'm not communicating with others.

the problem is.

i can't jump into their circle.

weird.

age gap what.

then u want me talk about pregnancy?

i chap one line also they ignore me.

so i've learnt to

KEEP QUIET.

listen lor

if don't listen

stone lor

if don't wanna stone,

say

EXCUSE ME, i'm going back to the office.

hahahaha

2009-02-25T08:03:00.000-08:00

:) YOU

amazing

aaaaaaa

BOON

hahaha. that's my valentine present from him. :)

hahahaha. misleading.

not that him, its him..

2009-02-23T07:04:00.000-08:00

that's my life

2009-02-19T07:00:00.000-08:00

hcuo

hcuo

ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

isn't life a BIG question mark

one moment you're here
next you're there

at first it's like this
and then it became like that.

why am i not the one having control of life

:D
i decided
to be mad
hahahahaha

no
i think i should be
nicer
and nicer
and nicerrr

because i hadn't been nice

not at all

NICE
ECIN
ICE
CEN
can't stand pain

aaaaaaaaaaa

no i am not heartbroken
but physically in pain

almost died on the chair today
its the favourite time of the month
"FAVOURITE"

Y'OUCHHHHHHHH

i bought 4 roald dahl's storybooks
can u believe it
hahahaha.
i've finished reading THE TWITS
damn. my favourite
i remember reading it in primary 3.
not sure is supplementary class or some special class.
i've started reading up on BFG
can u believe it
the big friendly giant.
lol.
it's gentle
another is MATHILDA
i didn't wanted to get that
but oh well
it came together as a set
with GEORGE'S MARVELLOUS MEDICINE.

i guessed i missed childhood badly
lol.
sick in the mind
cranky
mad
u name it i have it

but he's really the best storywriter

i didn't read twilight despite the hoos and haas

well. why don't u try DARREN SHAN.
vampires or monsters should be SCARY.
not romance.
i can't link love with vampires
hahahahaha
that's why im spooky
spooky don't find ROMANCE in vampires
:S of cos la
hahaha. if not yile vampire meh

watch HAUNTING by discovery also good. scary and gives u goosebumps
watching it might make u sleepless
or when you're the last to sleep at home
u'd regret watching in the middle of the night

:)

im in pain

and im smiling

i hadn't found the feeling back
but i'm kind of searching for it
on the correct path this time

by experiencing, you'll find love.

2009-02-18T07:37:00.000-08:00

YOU ARE A BIG BOO BOO

because you are not..

i'm not talking about yile here. lol
dont accuse him of bullying me or anything ok.

:)

HAHAHAHAA

NEW JOB
but i don't know
what's strategic relations
and
and
the difference b/w strategic relations with HR AND PR

raghhhh

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ZzZ

2009-02-18T07:32:00.001-08:00

I HAD ENOUGH OF segnahc

SO

am i

something

undeserving

you
are

:)

i can't

figure

elbamotnahpnu

2009-02-03T09:25:00.000-08:00

btw.
the guy at the airport is interesting

well
i don't understand why some are afraid of him.

but we agreed
he's pretty funny in a way.

he can calculate the price of the things he bought
and tell us exactly
i mean 17% discount
he can calculate until so exact
ghostly

erm ok not ghostly
but really amazingly.

i mean one cents two cents those kinds...
i cant be bothered calculating in my heads :S hahahah
lazy right

and there comes a guy asking me what's the best present a girl wants for valentine.
im in chocolate shop
of cos say chocolates and flowers
lol. boring and conventional but safe what.

if i were his gf
i would want
big house
helicopter
chaffeur

WAHAHA.

this kind like burn, very easy leh.
lol. paper maids also

2009-02-02T21:59:00.000-08:00

thorn in the flesh

torn in the flesh. eww.

tore in the flesh

ton in the flesh

trouble

troubled

troubling

pain in the neck

paint in the neck. eww.

the boss is

the boss is evil.

i would like this

or this

372 pounds.

HMMMMMMMMMM.

if the pounds doesnt grow by june

I'll get one!!!

2009-02-02T08:08:00.000-08:00

after years and months of craving to buy it,

it's finally in my hands. hahaha.

don't know why.
it's not the most expensive thing if u compare to other stuffs i had.
but i just couldn't bear to part with money for it. hahahaha
well. at least not my money this time :O gasps

hahaha

steal
stole
stolen
is stealing

what are u thinking of

i did nothing of such.

haha. emily don't find it nice.
while i find it damn nice.
xinyi also has i think.

simply love this smell.
lol. but someone commented that i smelt like baby powder.
lol. should have bought some baby powder instead har.?!?! hahaha

i don't like
i don't like
i don't like
i totally don't like
my luck.

totally no luck

RAGH.

im trying to stop thinking of you.

2009-01-28T02:54:00.001-08:00

rail a era uoy
ffulb

ouy ebircsed ot woh wonk tnod i

______________________

anyway
i was just thinking of playground
when someone threw sand at my face
she was there.

and she drove the person away from me.

these are the few memories i have of her.

the first memorable slap i received was because of her.
i think i was rude
but i can't recall what exactly happened.

she brings me to the playground at five.
i often played alone.

i remembered playing with other kids at another playground before.
but this particular playground
i didnt have friends.

the noodles she cooks has aroma that made us go like this..
mmmmmmmmmmm....................

i missed the smell of the noodles she cooked.

i once said that i wasn't giving her any money when i grew up.
but i guess
i should really really eat my words
because i felt like giving her money to spend
and i wish she has the ability to spend.

______________________________

babablacksheephaveyouanywool
yessiryessirthreebagfull

you are alibaba

2009-01-27T05:31:00.001-08:00

i just realised something so superficial

this is not abt him.

hahaha.

stop emphasizing.
its irritating.

is your name irritant
or corrosive
or invasive?

corrosing everything
invading everything

2009-01-10T07:47:00.000-08:00

you are a TRASH.
that's what i am.
you don't belong here.
i don't belong here.

NO.

i don't need
i don't like
THAT feeling

simply hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
no.
?
if you understand this post.
YOU MUST BE MAD.

cos im not writing sense.

:D

2009-01-01T08:16:00.000-08:00

GRUESOME

TORNED

TEARED

that's us.

we tored each other to pieces
and mend them back.

irony.

mentally
physically
torture.

RAGH.

that's new year for me.
for us.

slipping away.
from those fingers.
i no longer want them
no longer need them
not those warmth.
spared.

engulfing again.
this time not that bad.
choking in that feeling.
no one would understand.
not even you.

u don't need to.
be forgiving.
u are spared.
doesn't matter anymore.

why do i get uneasy when i heard of the name.
worked up.
intrusion.
can i not meet the person.
or hear the name.
i just don't like.
stop.

THROW MYSELF AWAY.
rolls down the garbage chute.
among the extreme odour, humidity and filthiness.
rats cockroach centipedes ants flies
creepies and crawlies.
let me just rot among them.
and not see light.
let me just decompose.
let the garbage truck just transport me to the incinerator.
crush me totally.
FULL STOP.

that's for imagining im some food waste.
i'm a waste.

2008-12-30T05:50:00.000-08:00

I AM LOUSY

2008-12-25T09:19:00.000-08:00

not telling my mum about him is a mistake
but by telling her is even a bigger mistake

sighss.

haha.
argh
eat myself up
my head is in my stomach
my feet at my gullet
my toe at my throat

:D
mad or not
clara went hongkong
doubt she'll get to see
so i won't type hainanese to her.
lol.

IM A LITTLE TIRED.
today candy XXXXXX damn lot of people la.
stand until want mad, dont want to mad, mad or not mad

leg pain

mad

aaaaaa

aaaaaaaaaaaa

think u should stop reading
it's not interesting.
BAN this page ok

don't ever think of reading it again.
if u come back
i'll box u

box box box.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
im sleepy
eepy
iipy
ip
iii
eeeee

2008-12-21T09:10:00.000-08:00

i've been lazy lazy and lazy
LAZY LAZY
and LAZY, lazy and lazy.

and lazy and lazy and lazy lazy

don't ask me why.
but i hate to communicate these days.
less words
shut up.

and i must apologise
for not replying to sms.
it's just the feeling.
i like to reply ppl when the phone is on my hand when sms comes.
and i dread to reply when i didnt see the msg until long.

and there's certain people i MUST reply.
like job thingy or emergency whatever.

maybe over at australia.
i've been trained to not sms.
because its bloody freaking expensive. 25cents per post.
can u imagine i used to send like >500 sms a mth.
and if i do that over there.
:) YOU SPONSOR ME HAR.

hahaha. so i must say FORGIVE ME.
i'm very very very used to not reply sms.
but i'm learning to kick away that bad habit.

yile says that i only reply to certain people.
him, youboon and xinyi.

but yile's sms i sometimes also dont reply :S
sorry lar.
but it all depends on the stupid feeling.

didnt mean to.

i've been so lazy that.
i feel bad.
i used to give him presents. or cards.
now u threaten to skin me alive,
then i'll probably make one for him. lol.
i think i hadn't given him a card for more than 60days.
my bad.

ALERT.
content below is for girls.
Guys, unless u wanna really understand your current,future gf or wife.

ERH.
and.
shit thing is.
i really now believe that drinking cold/ice water will make u have menstrual cramp.
because in australia i drank like HOT/VERY WARM water everyday
didn't have a nice kettle to retain the water.
had one plastic and i felt that im drinking plastic water.
so i always boil and pour directly to cup.
and if im thirsty like mad.
i just blow and try to drink it immediately.
siao hor.
even if the weather is like 32 degrees out there
i drink almost boiling water.
hahaha.

mad not.
i say its mad.
and my house dont have space nor equipment to make ICE.
so.
i didn't touch much ice water for 4 months
which was a good thing because
no menstrual cramp AT ALL.

and i was scared for almost a week.
because that auntie never come lar.
i thought im falling ill, maybe something wrong with my body because it has never been late for more than 4 days.
and it was late for like 8-9 days.
until i prayed about it.

i think and think and think. its because of medication or the jab i took for allergy. irritating.
my date usually very on time de lar.

i think God will also find it funny.
i prayed for "auntie" to come lar.
and first time i prayed about it, i felt i wasn't very sincere also. lol. perhaps because i didnt want it to come together with cramp.
and second time i prayed about it,
it came lar. :) hahaha. mad not.
praying for it to come.
but cramp again lar. lol.
took painkillers aaaaaaagain.
and. i had to go out with the cramp.
and never mind.
and the painkiller never really work leh.
still pain despite an hour after taking.
so i prayed again.
and taaaaaaaaa daaaaaaaaaa.
no cramp. :D
i was even able to drink cold stuff by evening without cramping.
sometimes if i drink cold stuff with auntie,
whoa. cramp two days.
usually only one.
haha.

for guys. i think it'll be damn damn sweet if you provide a cup of hot chocolate for your gf on such days. but first she must announce to you that her auntie comes. lol. and i bet u'll have this LOOK on the face because her "auntie" is not related to you.
you'll never understand how painful cramps ar.

yile never provide me with hot chocolate. BUT BUT BUT.
he's still sweet lar. hahaha.

2008-12-19T06:30:00.000-08:00

BOOGIE

i realised

it's a nice feeling

*hops around the room*

where's audrey huh.
hahahaha.

mr chua youboon has a big nose
swollen nose

mr kou shui
has spent alot of time with me

what can i say
but THANKS.

i mean he could have went out with others
:S or others all working or busy
LOL. thats why bo bian, ask me out
HAHAHAHA.

later he see this sure....... ><

i told him i feel that im falling in love again. lol
then he said something like, u mean u haven't been in love with me.
hahaha.
well sometimes
sometimes perhaps.
u just forgot the feeling of falling in love, when you're already in love.

:)
well. i hadn't regret my decision abt him.

wahahaha.
hongsheng......

nice to have him around :D

2008-12-14T04:58:00.000-08:00

bugging

:) i realised im still in love. hahaha.
with everything.
:O
never changed.

headache loves me
i hate headache
headache is a pain
i hate pain
pain is irritating

Eh.
cant believe im starting work
lol.
cross fingers.
:D im headachey
but im using pc
and im off to the TV soon

LOVE I LOVE TO BE IN LOVE BE IN LOVE IS TO BE IN LOVE I LOVE TO BE IN LOVE

2008-12-13T08:02:00.000-08:00

it isnt the same anymore

i guess i've drifted.

what.
notabout yile lar

well. my relationship with God i guess.
trying to make amends.

hope its not too late.
why am i so lazy to even pray longer than 1minute.

ragh.
maybe im avoiding Him.
i dont like myself
dont like me
im in deep shit
not sure what i should do next though

it used to be a straight path for me
for others paths that aren't so straight
now its opposite

i wish
i hadnt.

2008-11-25T05:16:00.000-08:00

OOOOOOOOOOOOUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

jab hurts

2008-11-24T03:54:00.000-08:00

hops around
somersaults

WHERE IS MY AVID FAN AUDREY?

she is missing

ok lar, i msg AUDREY, she replied.
I CALL HER,
she don't answer.

WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

today met emily clara and julie.
haha. we are evil.
ok julie is not.
we laugh at photos. erm, did we snigger?

CLARAAAAAAAAA
i called her claire
then kare la.
then finally eclair

i want eat ice kacang
sore throat
i think im falling sick
damn it.

yile is away away and away

i'm pretty afraid of what's in the future.
pretty, why am i always using the word pretty.
im PETRIFIED
HORRIFIED
and died.

STOP COMPARING

i don't like myself
for something i did

STOP BEING FAT

i don't like myself for being fat.
hahahaha FAT
fat fat fat

aaaaaaaaaa
i want see doctor lar
itchy itchy itch itch
bathe also no use.
aaaaaaaaaaaa

2008-11-23T08:00:00.000-08:00

TO MY DEAREST ELIM MEIMEI.

lol. to scare you with font size.
it's not big enough.
but...... :)

sian. where's my audrey lar.

i am so going to visit the doctor on tuesday.
once i scratch my hands, it'll have a big patch bulging out, like mosquito bite, but damn big.
and it's damn scary.

well. im sorry elim that i didn't give u a birthday card. but then......
:D i hope u like the chocolates lar. dunno u eat already or not.

being back.
there's actually nothing much to do except study lar.

Zzz right. lol

nobody free to shop with me
nobody is free to talk to me
i have no bed for another week.
i should have stayed there, at least got a bed.
i've got to keep paying for the rent over there even though im back.
i've got to keep thinking what am i going to do tomorrow.
sometimes i wish im there
but sometimes i wish im here
lol. i miss popo lar
she damn cute can

i wore the off shoulder shirt and the day i return i said hi to her
she tug at the off shoulder part of my shirt to make it higher
CONSERVATIVE HUH.
i mean she can't communicate with us.
that's all she can do.
make some noise. :) sometimes even though i don't know if she's clear minded.
but she's still cute to me.
i'll purposely give my hand to her,
and she'll pat it. :) cute right.

3 relatives passed away in a month.
scary or not.
i'm scared of next year
i don't think im coming back during 1 mth holiday
this means that i won't see anyone of u here for 9 mths.

which means my r/s is going to face an even harder obstacle.
4 mths seemed quite tricky for us.
i felt that it weren't the same for us on the first week i'm back.
i totally hated the feeling of the changes.
it's hateful..

if audrey were here, she'll know how to appease my moody moody mood.
but luckily the awful feeling's gone yesterday when i see him.
it's actually possible to ignore the feeling.
i guess i just need more time with him.
something he can't provide.
:) raaaaaaaaaa. i need to be stronger.
sometimes i just couldn't be.

it's still nice to be in love.
really nice.
it's awful to see everyone else holding hands when im alone on the street.
so i just look away lol.

let's all be in love.

2008-11-10T12:39:00.001-08:00

AND OH.

if someone would kindly HELP ME TIDY UP MY ROOM.
notes fly here and there.
bed is full of stuffs and these days i sleep without clearing. lol.
jacket, blanket, tissue box, notes, shorts

LOL.
PIGGGGG STY.
pig style.

don't how to pack.
start from where ar?!

if yile's here.
i'll gladly make him do the job.
JUST KIDDING LAR.

erh. i missed his calls that day.
and i felt quite bad.
cos he called at 8am?! when i turned in like 2+?
and i didn't manage to see the msg that he's going to call until i woke up LAR. 20mins after his calls. don't know why i set my phone silent that day.
i don't usually do that unless i go out.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM........
well. it's FATE. no more fate.
:(

my mum said something and i felt quite bad. i can't say it out. maybe complaint to ahboon or audrey later.

alot happened these months.
deaths,cancers,

SCARYBELLY.

ooh. my dad received his birthday card just on time.
but granduncle passed on two days ago.
shit.
i was actually ok about it.
now.
i realised.
i should be sad.
because.
there isn't...salv.
and his daughter, an aunt,
also passed away less than a year ago. :(:(:(

wasn't close to granduncle but.
heard that he really doted on my dad and uncle when they were young.
my grandfather passed away when they were kids like 7 and 2?
so granduncle will buy presents for them whenever he comes back from sailing.
so sweet right.

:( he's gone.

HELP

2008-11-10T12:09:00.000-08:00

HELP ORGANIC CHEM.

lol. can't help being crazy again. its now like 6.10am
my next paper is at 5.45pm until 8pm?
and im. pretty sure.
i won't make it
and i'm pretty sure the next paper at 8am tmr issogoingtokillme. i've got barely 12 hrs to study and sleep for the next one.

remember, do not remember all the drugs name but just understand the mechanism behind it.
and you know the notes at like ______________ this thick.
considering 31 lectures in all. and there's like a whole long list of DRUGS!!!!
drugs. DRUGS. DRRRRRRRRRRRRRUGS. and guess what.

BIOM does not provide PAST YEAR PAPERS. HELL. and there hasn't been any tutorials at all for you to DO QUESTIONS. who the hell know what's coming out tmr ar??!?!?!?!?! i can list a few drug names only. lol. codeine. morphine, cocaine. (ALL ADDICTIVE DRUGS) lol. RECEPTOR? can't remember..

pretty mad.
mad pretty.

audrey is my avid reader :)
yay.
shelovesme.
yay.
shecuttingasingletitledilovespooky.
andiguaranteehertoppingtheuschart.
LOL
MAD OR NOT.
you tell me mad or not.

i've got a sore eye.not sure why.
could be mascara's fault. but. i hadn't worn it for days since im always cooped up in the house.
THEREFORE THE CONCLUSION IS.
i don't know.
but it's pretty disgustingly RED and RED and RED?!

i'm going out to spread to fellow students during exam. hahahaha.

YOUBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON.
HELP!

2008-11-06T17:27:00.000-08:00

CAI AH BOON.

hahaha. happy birthday!! i still remember about mistaking your birthday as 7th december 2 years ago.

i lousy friend lor. lol. wish you 1 month later.

:S hahaha. youboon.

hereby wishing u a very very happy birthday.
that the year ahead for you will be better than ever.
:) thank you for being such a TRUEEEEE friend.
(: you always make me think of how my r/s should go without making too much comments.
:) you don't ask me to do this or that.
(: you protect yile more than me lor. lol.
:) when im angry, u are always able to find excuse for him, and in the end, i'm not angry anymore.
(: are you my friend or his?!

NEVERTHELESS.

i'm really fortunate to have a bunch of good friends and cousins around me.
they never fail to make my day even though im not at home in sg.

THANK YOU ALL!!!.

SPOOKY

2008-10-31T04:24:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to myself. lol

every should wish me birthday.

hahaha. audrey clara both wish me happy halloween. :D

lol.

insane again.

who needs a bf?

2008-10-30T08:58:00.000-07:00

who needs a bf?

when u have a world of COUSINS AND BESTIES.

lol.

but audrey reminded me.

who will piggyback you when you're tired.
who will carry your files for you?

well. i really forgotten those things i told her.
the ADVANTAGES of having a bf.

hehe. lousy hor.
im a lousy gf i think. i mean i admit i am.

feel like my blog doesnt have 内涵。
it just looks and appears to be. just somewhere i rant about.
who cares about having 内涵 or not ?!
u do?
if u do, u won't be reading.

well. recently. even though i didn't get to talk to yile as much as i wanted to. but hey.
when im sad, mad, insane.
there's always a bunch of people i can seek out to.
so nice :) and plus i'd been really teary last week. bed totally become water bed.

hongsheng said that i'd cry my heart out if i were to break up one day. and the tears will become blood. O.o
thats horrid.
but i might have the ability to.
hahaha. if PMS + STRESS + born insane, i could easily do that.
my tears are like faulty taps sometimes.
it just wouldn't stop and i have no idea where to close the stupid valve.

:) i miss everyone you know. i cant mention names because some people might get jealous and i don't know who will and later someone complaints and then i'm going to have a hard time and i may even have to edit this post just to add the name and it won't be sincere to that person and that person finds it unfair and i don't know how to appease the person and anyway and that's. wow.

lol. im nonsense don't you think so.

WHAT?
what you want?
WHATISITTHATYOUWANT?!

hahaha attitude problem.

tell me what u want
and i'll probably talk about the thing u want.
here.

ms. clara has requested for a recent photo after i tell her i've grown fat.
O.o

幸灾乐祸or what. 明明知道我肥了，还要我方照片，来出丑啊？！

lol. kidding lar. but im ugly now. it's past midnight and i don't wanna appear with pimple scars and dark eye circles and oily face to scare you.
sorry.
wait till i think im pretty then i show u. lol. (you may have to wait until.......)

gee. im back to physical chem liao. emily helpppppppppppp. HELP. got past year paper no answers, 做了有什么用？

my pot of plant died on me anyway.
it just died. lol. i don't know why.
i watered it
i sunned it
i even talked to it. (they say if you talk to your plant, your plant will be healthy and tall)<---------- A LIE

:( + :)

2008-10-26T05:39:00.000-07:00

something worth to be happy despite being sad. lol. he made my day man. lol.

YouWen counting the steps u take says:
oh
YouWen counting the steps u take says:
nt pretty
YouWen counting the steps u take says:
nvm
YouWen counting the steps u take says:
cant compare to u
spooky ooky says:
lol
spooky ooky says:
awwww
spooky ooky says:
dont make me happy

even high.

YouWen counting the steps u take says:
true friendship
YouWen counting the steps u take says:
also don hav
YouWen counting the steps u take says:
except u la
YouWen counting the steps u take says:
haha
spooky ooky says:
hahaha yay
spooky ooky says:
YAY YAY YAY
spooky ooky says:
i number one

hahaha. sounds childish.
but really. he's always willing to listen. more often than.. not.
if he's not in ns. i think i call him everyday lor.

youbooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon

hahaha. kianyong says why i always put youboon in my msn nick. later someone jealous. i dont care man. i seriously dont. youboooon shall always be youboooon

hahaha

2008-10-21T09:06:00.000-07:00

i told wenyi i'm coming back soon

wenyi says:
wan us to go fetch u?

wenyi says:
ahahaha

spooky ooky says:
hahahaha

spooky ooky says:
anything. but i'll reconfirm

spooky ooky says:
later change date, u all wait there until cry

spooky ooky says:
yeah i want a big 拉拉队with pom poms

wenyi says:
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lol

2008-10-19T04:15:00.000-07:00

Yrral says:
how was ur trotters?, ur fren finish everything?

spooky ooky says:
hahahaha. oh trotters was on wednesday

spooky ooky says:
tonight is char siew pork

Yrral says:
wah

spooky ooky says:
stir fry chicken thigh with corn

spooky ooky says:
and canned soup

Yrral says:
u go there not study science lo, is like going shatec school la

spooky ooky says:
i told u i can be housewife liao lor

spooky ooky says:
LOL

Yrral says:
haha..

Yrral says:
ya i think so, if u carry on everyday cooking..

hairdryer

2008-10-17T19:25:00.000-07:00

hairdryer

i love the hairdryer.
and i cant live without one

lol.
i think i abit mad today.

well i read your mind, u must be thinking " you're mad everytime what?!"

!!!remember not to love the world.!!!

hmm. don't know why. this song kept coming to my mind. old old song. i remember i still live at bedok blk 137, sitting by the cassette player, in my parents' room. this is a song my mum loves. Donna Donna.

ooh. i just saw another song title in that same cassette, Where have all the flowers gone.

:( i miss my old home. :( :( i guess i really miss the feeling of being a kid.

change

2008-10-17T19:00:00.000-07:00

my weakness is being impatient.
hahaha.

it's still nice to be in love.
but if u bring too many factors into a relationship, it's not at all nice anymore.
that's when u bring anguish, frustrations, unhappiness, unforgiveness and harp on them and refuse to let go.
:( that's me sometimes.
i feel bad.

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someone asked me that day. is it true that you christians don't eat food that has been offered to other "gods" and i briefly explained.

soon after i read the bible and found the verse. lol. but i can't recall who asked me this question
-_-. and that person won't get to read this blog.

Matthew 15:11
What goes into a man's mouth does not make him 'unclean,' but what comes out of his mouth, that is what makes him 'unclean.' "

Matthew 15:17-20
"Don't you see that whatever enters the mouth goes into the stomach and then out of the body?

But the things that come out of the mouth come from the heart, and these make a man 'unclean'.

For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false testimony, slander.

These are what make a man 'unclean'; but eating with unwashed hands does not make him 'unclean.' "

a time to change again & stop gossiping like 三姑六婆. lol. i not so jialat lar. _________________________________________________________________

went to watch body of lie last night. 9.30 show.
watch until i super impatient, i was too too sleepy.
lol. cause school started at 8am. and i didn't had any nap.
impatient again.
:(
why am i always like that.

MEAT meat MEAT

2008-10-10T23:38:00.000-07:00

lol.

luyi and i went market just now.
like 9.30 in the morning.
we came back at like 12.
and we pack, wash, the fish the pork the beef the prawn the chicken.
cut them into pieces, zip-lock it, and threw it to the freezer. now the bottom layer of the freezer is FULL. TOTALLY. COMPLETELY. ABSOLUTELY MEATY.

CUTTING is a real chore.
the cleaver is not sharp
so i basically cut everything with scissors. lol
my new lover is :

SCISSORS. haha.

well. i just cooked beehoon.
luyi fried pork pieces.
actually. we supposed to make sweet and sour pork.
WELL.
i mis-read the instructions.
it said.. marinate the 150g of pork.............................. until the last sentence, which i did't see, "fry with the sweet and sour sauce".

i took the sauce as marinate -_-''
hahaha.

end up, i poured ketchup, vinegar & sugar together and stir-fried the pork.
:D not bad lar. not bad ok?!

the soursour pork.

the soupysoupy soup. haha. no. its

beanybeany soup.

soya bean and black eye bean with ikan bilis

nice lor. dont believe u cook.

now i teach you how to cook this. LOL!.

first u go and buy the bean that is similar to the canned baked beans.

u boil the beans, pour tomato puree, sugar, and some barbeque sauce into it.

then u'll get the baked beans similar to the canned baked beans.

HAHA. just kidding.

i open a can of baked beans lar.

siao. how to make baked beans?! i also dunno.

well. the other side is corn with mince pork. damn nice. u put sesame oil, soya sauce and pepper to the mince pork. woots! heavenly. i brought it to school for lunch on monday.

:D. these are the things I EAT.

EATEATEAT.

no wonder i fat lar.

flowers at the window. travis.

rocket daisy i bought from the market. $3. haha.

its quite pretty lar.

that time i had wanted to get a pot of desert rose.

but the boss told me the flowers will only bloom NEXT YEAR.?!?!

:) i'll get them NEXT year instead.

stop me

2008-10-08T03:22:00.000-07:00

lol.

i gained one kg :(
ONE KG.!
ONE KG.

can't believe it. lol. ok i know i fat liao lar. i believe.
weighing machine doesn't lie

ONE ONE ONE.

just came home from presentation.
and. hahahaha. it was a joke.
my group was the worst prepared group.
nvm.
let's not talk about it.

FAT LIAO.
HOW?!

his ns starts tmr.
another HOW?!

EHHHH. bank interests all dropping ><.
was 7.7% for 6 mths
then it dropped to 7.1% for 5 mths. 7.2% for 3 months.
HOW?!?!?!?

$$$$$$

is life all about $?

Matthew 6:24
No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money.

this verse dashed my "taitai" dream completely.

keke.

let's all fall in love.

i wanna go on dating lar.
why so FAR?
:(

be back soon...

mad

2008-10-06T01:17:00.000-07:00

im still on a roller coaster ride.

alot of assignments arghhhhh.. where's emily to save me. lol.
by the way! i just took a closer look at my labcoat today.

IT'S NOT MINE!
it's size M. makes me wonder where's mine? :( emily, clara, u all go and check okay?
no wonder so baggy lar. lol. don't tell me emily u wearing the S size hor. ;) so sexy for what. lol.

HAHAHA. i really got lots to do. but no mood yet. later ok?
beep beep.
my cash is low.
so. i decided not to spend money unnecessarily. if not how to pay rent ar?

i miss poly life lar.
super slack.
still can grad.
hahaha.

i missed going out with him. poke him. pinch him. punch him. lol.

anyway. exam date is out 7,11,12th november.
woots?!
yeah woots to count down the day im going home.
boo as the exam date comes nearer and nearer.